I haven't written in a while, I guess I was trying to keep from crying. I've thought about you a lot lately. I'm watching PS I love you, and I keep thinking about you. Everywhere I go, I hear the star spangled banner and tear up. I never thought those words would move me so much. I miss you incredibly. I'm planning a trip to see your gravestone at Arlington. I don't know how I'm going to react. My mom is going with me, she wants to see too. I'm hoping to get the closure I need to move on. I love you dearly! I miss you more than words can ever describe.