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so it comes to pass that what i found i lost. what was once mine is not anymore. i have nobody to blame, choice is choice. this isnt what the hell i want but what the hell can one do? i seek no interest in this shit anymore, i only want what rightfully should be next to me. i still think of the odds, it just doesn't fkn happen.. is that too much to ask for? i am where i am on MY terms, it had nada to do with anything other than the arrangements that was presented before and after. i just want my peace back.. 513 ~
its pretty sad when you say goodnight to the person that should be laying next to you through a computer screen.
that's real pain. a wise person once said: with the faith of a mustard seed one can move mountains. i truly believe that. just a
random thought of the night.. For God has blessed me with a new outlook on things in life, and the people surrounding.
r.n.g ~
I can not believe that she is not here with me. When you TRULY love someone, and they don't have it back for you, it has to be the worst feeling in the world.
I am numb, empty, souless..
As I've said and I am sure plenty of others have too, you CAN NOT help your feelings & can not control who you are in love with.
I love her, I want her with me for the rest of my life. It's always what I wanted.
Be as it may that I am feeling this way, I have been taught one hell of a lesson.
The only question I find myself asking is why.
Supposedly where there is true love, (and some of you don't know what that is and probably never will) anything can be saved.
Love is a commitment of two beings. It's a connection, a bond, little moments shared in time together that you look back on and smile.
Love is blind & deaf to those not a part of it. It's having one anothers back. It's finding common ground on EVERYTHING.
The small things, a simple TV show, a what would you like for dinner, a hey you want to take a walk with me.
Do you wanna sit in today and just be lazy together? Love is so much more than I can even put into words.
I have realized that true love can not be summed up by any words.
Oh lord, stop my bleeding heart. For I love, I love, I love..
∞ R.N.G
