Sometimes I have no words.
none.
That's when it hurts the most.
When all i have is that rage.
Rage.
Like violent emotion.
Upheaval.
Uncontrollable.
Not hostile.
Violent.
A sea of emotion.
Raging
Tossing me about
and I lose control for a time.
Sinking.
Yet I manage to keep afloat somehow.
For some reason I choose to swim.
Never giving up.
You'd think i enjoy this.
I must.
Constantly swallowing seawater.
Dragging me down.
Filling my lungs.
Dragging me down.
Yet I surface and gasp once again for air.
I don't even have to close my eyes anymore I'm There.
I see the swells of drank black water.
I feel them pulling me down.
Dragging me down.
I taste the bitter salt on my tongue
and the cold of the dark.
Dragging me down.
Dragging me down.
