This past weekend would have been 16yrs of marriage... I celebrated alone very quietly.. with a prayer... and thanking her for the wonderful years we had together... Then I just sat and remembered the great times... I miss her so much... but the pain is much more bearable... I am healing slowly... the tears are more of joy now instead of sadness... I appreciate what we had... Yolanda.. I miss you.. and I'll always love you.