i just need to vent. i live with someone i love, want, and need very much. and he feels the same towards me. but despite his denial, i have become quite the burden for him. and sadly, i think hes one of the biggest reasons i cant overcome this depression. i know he doesnt mean to do this, but it seems everytime i start to feel better, he says or does something that brings me down hard. i lost my passion some time ago and now, i only get little sparks of it that come and go very quickly. so when im into something that im actually enjoying, i embrace it. thats when he "knocks me down a few pegs" i want to live alone. and i know telling him this would devastate him, but i really think hed be better off without me.
