Hello friends, well, I was at the hospital until 3 am. My best friend has cancer, and I got the call at about 8 pm that she wouldn't last much longer. I went and stayed with her last night.
I know that she is in a better place now, but I have lost my best friend. I lost my mother to cancer 2 years ago. It seems like yesterday. My best friend helped me get through the loss of my mother. Now 2 years later, I have lost her.
As I sat with her last night, everything that was happening was the same things that I watched with my mother. The sight and sounds of someone dying, are something that I wish no one had to see. Not only have I lost my best friend, but it has brought the death of my mother to the forefront. This is like living it all over again. The difference is now I have lost not only my mother, but my best friend too.
I'm praying that her daughters and husband, will get through this. They are strong of faith and very good Christian people. Bad things happen to good people, Christians aren't exempt. I know that I will never understand why these things happen, but I will wonder.
Please pray for me also, we have fought this together for almost 2 years, I'm feeling lost and a little afraid of what it's gonna be like without her. Pray for strenght, I am definitely going to need it. For peace, that I will be able to find it in my heart and mind. I know that she is in a better place, but I am selfish and didn't want to lose her. I need peace. Thank you friends for reading this. Also to all that say a prayer, may God bless you in all ways.Prayers are so important. Even though you all really don't know me or her, God does, and He hears all prayers.
Thank you again for everything.
Betty
