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Before The Light .

It is 6:30 in the morning .....i am awake and my mind is full . These past few days in my life i have been given a great gift. The gift of reassurance , My reassurance ? .....that there are still men in this world that feel and think with their hearts at the same time . So many men i have met along my journey in this life , yet so few that can capture my spirit and snatch a glimpse of my heart . It is a rare moment in any life when this amazing miracle happens ! This is the begining ....the time that will define what happens in the entire relationship . First impression ! What do i want this other soul to remember about me when thier time on earth is about to end ? I want to be so careful .....the heart is a fraigle creation of Gods art ! Do i really dare to think i could take care of this precious gift ? Some might think i am too deep in thought and rush to judge what they do not understand . Yet it is words from my heart that i dare to bare ...and they think me strange or bazzar ? Yet they continue to read .... the truth is very addicting . If the lost souls of this world could see the world thru my eyes..... they would be lost no more . I wonder how many ? ... how often ? .... others ..... have had this same miracle occur in thier life and ...blew it ! Yes i have been given a gift these past few days and have decided to let thoes that are interested.... follow along in this journey of my heart . Maybe ... just maybe ..... i could spread a bit of joy and love around the world . It is now 7:03 in the morning ...... the dawn of light is appearing out my window , my view.......The reflections of mother earth in the slick smooth water of my peaceful pond. When love is in your heart you notice these things ...they mean something ....you begin to think of all the people and things in your life that makes you smile and feel love . You feel lucky , blessed , and oh so confused by right and wrong . How can one follow thier heart when the moral thing to do is to disobey ! Our souls and our hearts are so very fragile . When a soul is left unforfilled it can be for many reasons ..... some we understand , and some will never be understood . It is the goodness of intent that we proceed with what is forbidden if we are using our hearts . To follow your heart means to break the rules at times . Its a price .... before you decide to pay it.....be sure it is worth what you are risking ! If more people thought this way ...with thier hearts ..... life for all would be a bit nicer, even with the heartaches . Before the light .... there is naturally darkness ...yet some are always blind . they have site yet do not see . Maybe this is why we have failure in knowing what we truly want . This is how we get lost and prehaps ...never found . I wish all of you the joy of finding that someone special that you can hold close to your heart ... even if it is forbidden to you . When two souls truly connect , weather it is right or wrong on a moral basis .... i believe it is ment to be ... a step in your journey or prehaps the final mile to the road to your happiness , and thiers ! a lesson to learn for one or the other of you . or prehaps the final destination for you both !I am not lost .... i am on a journey . what i destroy along my way is how i will be judged . I am accepting this gift ..... because i believe in fate and that it is ment for me to obey to its call . A step in my journey ? ... My final mile ? .... Only time will tell .
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