feather soft skin
dipped in sin
God you'd be beautiful
if not for every blemish
on that hellish and forsaken face
your eyes...
I'm certain I remember
that they once sparkled with laughter
glistened with tears
-blackened- with anger...
but now, to look into them
is to be sucked in
to the merciless madness
that now rules you
the only shimmer
in your illness ridden gaze
is that of an animal -trapped-
a deer caught in headlights glaze
poor dear,
once so lovely
now so deranged
everything you once were
has been rearranged
I loved you once,
but now that you've changed
there is no more of you to love
Take it up with Him.
'cause I'm just not strong enough
to care for your beastly form
Darling, I apologize
for abandoning you at your worst
but _all_the_love_in_the_world_
could never be enough
to cover up
what you've become.
