I woke up from a bad dream to where I felt myself punching and kicking. That's what woke me up. I laid there thinking about the dream. I was upset. Upset about what was in my dream. No blood this time, but there was something else. I looked at my clock and it was almost time to get up for work. I laid there thinking, should I just get up or lay there. I ended up laying there.
It's been a while since I had dreams to where I wake up punching and kicking. One time, I had this bad dream to where I woke up feeling myself kicking and punching, almost hitting Rich when I was sleeping on the couch. One time, I did punch him in the eye, but that was more of a annoyed dream I was having. Luckily he had his glasses on.
While I showered this morning, I thought it was odd that I woke myself up that way. I'm used to waking up like that when I take my sleeping pills, most of the time that happens that way, but I've been out of sleeping pills for a while.
I thought about my dream. The thought of it still upset me, but I knew that it couldn't be true...and wouldn't of been true.
