Bad dream
Sitting in this room with you,
Seeing that smile
Knowing that I cannot have you...
A torturing thing...
To see you with others,
As if I am all but gone from your mind...
As if we never happened
As if I never mattered to you...
Stuck back into a world
That confuses me beyond confusion
I hate it here,
Wanting to escape from this bad dream...
I wake up,
But it is all true
You are gone from my life...
But you are still sitting in that same spot
With that same smile on your face
And I still know that I cannot have you
