most of you probably know that i'm bipolar, and i have severe mood shifts pretty easily. most of you also know that my boyfriend is in a psych institution right now. what you may not know is that he normally calls me 4 or 5 times a day, and now i haven't heard from him in 2 full days.
normally i would put my 3 day rule into effect... that means if i'm dating someone, and they dont make contact with me for 3 days, that means its over.
but i'm not going to be able to let this one go so easily.
anyway, i struggled about 6 hours today fighting the urge to cut, you will all be glad to know the battle was a success, and i have no new cuts. i did call my dr though and she is raising my prozac from 40 to 60 and having me come in on thursday.
please pray to whatever you believe in that things will get normal for both me and my boyfriend very soon.
xoxo
