so ok i feel so awful right about now.... the guy i really like well he is with someone else.. and he knows i want him back so bad but then he goes and gets engaged to another girl... i feel bad because well me and him can be the best of friends and really care bout each other ...and then i am not allowed to really be with him how i would like... i barely see him anymore... he was the first guy i really liked like this and now i feel like i am not good enough to ever get anything good... it seems like every time i try something good or get something good i always fall further behind... i wish i knew what to do... i mean like i have no hope left and i have a feeling i am never going to be happy...
