(high again but that's just a bonus)
So in the last 24 hours i have made some amazing life altering decisions. I don't know were the answers came from but everything just clicked. and it's like this amazing curtain has been pulled back and i can finally see more than a month into my future. Even when i thought that my life was so good and i was happy i didn't see this clearly. I have made two desicions. the first being that I am not going to have children. Now to you parents... i respect everything you do. I'm not having kids purely because I really don't want the hastle of dealing with someone up my ass all the time. I'm an independant woman. I wanna be able to come and go as i please. i dont even want a dog. i dont want to be tied down to anything or anyone. so i'm being purely selfish. lol. so that's that.
and the second.. well those of you who know me in person this will come as a shock. I am joing the military. laugh. I'll let you. But I went to the recruiter today. and he's getting me a gym membership and a personal trainer. and told me that thats all i had to do cuz they would take me yesterday cuz my BA in foreign languages. and that i prolly could pick to live anywhere... Germany here i come.
so i still don't know where the answers came to me and what possesed all of this... but it is what it is. and this is me.
