So i have been out of work now for almost a week with an ankle injury and I go back on Tuesday... Little Vacation right? Yeah... couldnt do a damn thing. lol
Got to do a lot of thinking tho... much about life and the things that are going on in it right now.
Mostly the Job situation. I have spent a lot of time this week looking online for new places of employment. I think that a lot of my depression that i'm suffering now is from not enjoying my job anymore. Too much politics, too much stress from dealing with Management and Higher ups who have no clue what its like to be on the front lines anymore (I work in sales for Verizon Wireless) Stress from customers who just want nothing more than to get everything for free, so they brow beat us down. Whatever.. and I know that you are going to find most of this in other companies nationwide, but something has to be better than this. And the only reason I am still there is just for the Benefits.
Hopefully something pans out soon.
Anyways, this past week, My Ex's grandmother passed away. Me and her will still close. Was very heartbreaking. Luckily there was someone there who kept me in smiles so thank you very much and you know who you are babe....
Shitty thing is, now the ex is calling me. Not sure what she is doing, the first time I can understand cause we talked about Nana. but now, it's almost on a daily basis, and on the occasions that I do answer the phone, the conversation has been civil. But she keeps bringing up the past which is something that I have let go of. I dunno. I know I don't want to go back, thats for damn certain, the way she left me, I could never forgive her for. And for the shit she tried pulling at the start of the year.
As for everything else, it's going as well as could be I spose. Not a whole lot goin on since I can't really move around. lol well I can now, but still. lol im lookin foward to this weekend when I can actually go out and do something. lol
Such is life.
