There's a whole in the world that's a great black pit and the vermin of the world inhabit it...
Yesterday was my birthday. I am finally 23. woo? Not much of an exciting day but over all not too bad I suppose. Mom had given me my gift(s) a while ago. Maternity jeans, nursing bra, and new tires for my car. Yesterday she also handed me some pretty smelling stuff.
So far nothing from anyone else. I started getting upset at one point because my dad hadn't called me yet. No card from him- hell no email even. He did get around to calling and said he was going to go shopping after today (since today is payday.) My brother sent me a text message, and my aunt and grandmother called. Got a few texts and emails from friends- a few who I didn't expect. Also apparently today I should be getting a package from my aunt and grandmother.
ug... that all sounds so greedy and materialistic doesn't it? Honestly the STUFF I couldn't care less about. I felt like most people had just forgotten my birthday and that is what upset me. Birthdays are big things for me and I try my hardest not to forget other peoples. (Try and I do fail upon occasion. I still have stuff sitting in my room to mail out to Ange that I bought TWO YEARS ago. I suck.)
Anyways... Health/baby wise I'm a little worried. I'm probably making a mountain out of a molehill- but even knowing that it's probably nothing I still think about it. I have my appointment today so at least I don't have to wait long. I was talking to mom (and my aunt) and told them both that honestly the worst case scenerio isn't really the worst thing in the world. So while I'm worried- I'm not. As the cliche goes, it is what it is and I can't change that.
WOOHOO yay for ambiguousness. Yeah, I'm not getting into detail on here... if you'd like to know you can send me a message. Just don't be suprised if I don't answer you.
Anyways... I'm hungry (when aren't I anymore?) I don't know what I want. Maybe a bowl of cereal since I finally got milk yesterday. I dunno... in anycase, this is a long enough entry for now.
