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Where is your cell phone? In my pocket

Your signifigant other? Non exsistant.

Your favorite store? Target probably, though I go to Walmart way more often. Helzburg Diamonds isn't too bad though

Your favorite color(s)? Dark dark blue, normally I'd call it midnight blue. A bright limey green has been attracting me a lot recently

When is the last time you laughed? After I won Alannah a stuffed orange elephant from a claw machine today. I have NEVER won anything from those things before!

When is the last time you cried? Its been a while, suprisingly

Where were you last night? At home 

Muffins? Are yummy... I should bake some

Where did you grow up? New Jersey

Last thing you did? Put Alannah to bed

What are you wearing? skirt and a tube top. Not something I'd wear out of the house.

Your TV? Small and bulky. contradiction? maybe but its true 

Your pets? Are in NJ still.

Friends? I have a couple.

Your life? Most days its good.

You mood? Ok, I guess.

Missing someone? Yes.

Something you are not wearing? a bra.

Your hair? multi-tonal and frizzy

Your mom? Is more awesomer than yours 

Your dad? Will be seen in a couple of weeks 

Your favorite things? raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens... kidding. Walking inthe door from work and seeing my daughter's face light up.

Your fears? None of your damn business.

Where do you want to be in six years? out of debt. HAHAHAAHA

One place you go to often? of the rails on a crazy train

One person who e-mails you a lot? My aunt, but she mostly only sends forwards..

My favorite place to eat? a good steak house

Who will probably respond to this? on here, no one. suprise me.

Why did you participate in this survey? again, no one. Suprise me.

Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my
Veins
Youre poison, I dont want to
Break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, Im caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and its needles
And pins (and pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you
Screaming my name
Dont want to touch you but
Youre under my skin (deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my veins
Youre poison, I dont wanna
Break these chains
Poison
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my
Veins
Youre poison, I dont wanna
Break these chains
Poison
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison, yeah
I dont want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Runnin deep inside my veins,
Burnin deep inside my veins
Its poison
I dontt wanna break these chains
Poison

Alice Cooper

Pardon me while I burst
Pardon me while I burst
A decade ago, I never thought I would be.
A twenty three on the verge of spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me
But I guess that it comes with the territory.
An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity.
I need you to hear. I need you to see.
That I have had all I can take
And exploding seems like a definite possibility
To me
So Pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of the world, and its people's mindless games
So Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same.
Not, two days ago I was having a look in a book
And I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees
I said I can relate
Cause lately I've been thinking of combustication as a welcomed vacation from.
The burdens of the planet earth, like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D...
And thinking so much differently.
Pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of the world, and it's people's mindless games
Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same.
Never be the same...yeah.
Pardon me while I burst into flames.
Pardon me, pardon me, pardon me.
So pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of the world, and it's people's mindless games
So pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same.
Pardon me, never be the same. Yeah

Incubus


My daughter is awesome. :-) She had her 15 month check up today and she's 25 lbs 5 oz and 31 inches tall (Almost 3 feet! damn!) She's either right on target with her milestones, or ahead of the game. :) AND she's done with shots until she's 5, hooray for her!

 

We go to NJ in a month :) can't wait!

 

Dad called a few days ago. I knew something had to be wrong because it was 8 am and he wouldn't call that early without a good reason (at least he had better never that early with out a good reason.) He said that the night before they took my aunt to the hospital because she was experiencing double and blurred vision. I guess she had been having this for a bit so she went to her doctor about it. She had high blood pressure so they adjusted/changed her meds with instructions to go to the ER if it happened again. For her to go to the doctor's in the first place means she must have been really worried. Anyways, she stayed in the hospital until today and it was Thursday night she was admitted? Found out she has diabetes, which isn't a suprise in the least. I tried to call her tonight but guess she wasn't home yet.

 

In other alannah news, she's been eating so much better now. She has three new teeth that just broke through the top so I'm sure that's a bit part of it. heh.. last night while I was at work Mom heated up some homemade pizza for her, and cooked some peas and carrots- Alannah threw the pizza on the floor and chowed down on the p&c! While I wish she would eat what we give her, if she's gonna be picky then at least she picks the veggies!

And I guess that's all for now.

Some call it country with a little bit of rhythm and blues
And when the boys start rockin'
There's a beat that you just can't lose
Where it's gonna take us nobody knows
It sure feels good to the body and soul
(Chorus)
I love the slide of a steal guitar
I love the moan of an old blues harp
I love the shake of a tamborine
I love the bass when it's low and mean
So put on your shoutin' shoes
And turn it loose
Turn it loose
You feel like dancin'
And you just can't stay in your seat
Your knees start knockin'
And you can't help stompin' your feet
Before you even know it you'll be singin' a long
Makes me wanna stay hear all night long
(Repeat Chorus)
Turn it loose
Everybody put on your shoutin' shoes and turn it loose
Grab your shoutin' shoes and turn it loose
The Judds
Yep... turn it loose and burn it to the ground. ;)

Well it’s midnight, damn right, we’re wound up too tight
I’ve got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit me
Oh
That shit makes me bat shit crazy
We’ve got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out

We’re going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We’re going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight
Oh

We’re screaming like demons, swinging from the ceiling
I got a fist full of fifties, tequila just hit me
Oh
We got no class, no taste, no shirt, and shit faced
We got it lined up, shot down, firing back straight crown

We’re going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We’re going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight
Oh

Ticking like a time bomb, drinking till the nights gone
Well get you hands off of this glass, last call my ass
Well no chain, no lock, and this train won’t stop
We got no friend, no doubt, all in balls out

We’re going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We’re going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight
Oh
We’re going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We’re going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight

Nickelback

Alannah REALLLLLLY doesn't like taking her medicine. She started out on amoxicillin but it gave her a rash (at least, I'm hoping that's what caused it, because otherwise I'm stumped) so we got another RX called in. Gave her the first dose just now and well... she hates me now.

I think it's a combination of waking up every hour, waking up too early, and mommy trying to kill her by giving her medicine that will make her feel better.

 

I'm soooooooo mean.

 

anyways. Hoping that she does better tonight since I *have* to go back to work tomorrow. I completely blanked that I have two more stores and not just the one. I don't really want to go to my store Friday, but oh well. Called out twice this week and they pulled me out of a third.

 

In other news... stress relief is needed. Badly.

Just put together a new fan for Alannah's room. Hers died last night. When she had a 102-103 degree fever. Turns out she has an ear infection so she's on ABX.

She slept really good last night though. I didn't so much since I got up to check on her a few times. She's down for the night now and I am definately liking the 7pm bed time.

Not loving that my bosses pulled me out of my store tomorrow but whatever. Tryingnot to get pissed about that again. It will work out pretty well i nthe long wrong. If things work out right, I may take Alannah to go see Josh. It will be nice to get out of the house for a bit.

I really can't wait until my vacation. Talked to dad today and he was talking about having a cookout on the 5th- for Labor day and his 50th. I miss the cookouts.

 

anyways..

A blog?? To write in?! HERE?!?!

Anywho.

Alannah's doing really great. She's getting big! 14 months old. Not sure height and weight, but back in may she was 24.25 inches and 29lbs. She's teething again- three at once it looks like. Catching up?

She's been spending time with her dad, which has been going well. I was worried she would scream the entire time away from both Mom and I, like she did with Jen and Brad- but nope. She's older now though, and probably has some instinctual things going on.

Work's work. Been busy this week. Have almost 10 hours OT this week. Ug. I'm definately ready to have a day off. Sunday come quick!

Anyways, once the washer is done I'm gonna grab a shower I think before Alannah goes to bed. I may go at the same time!

Oh! I almost forgot. Boys suck. That's all I can say about that.

So yeah, it's been a while since I actually decided to sit down and write out a big long post here. Chances are this one won't end up too long either. Generally the best intentions and all that...

Anyways, lets start with the best stuff.. Alannah! She turned 1 year old on May 1st and she's acting much older than her age. Over the past couple of days she has learned how to climb up onto the couch, loveseat, and chair. She tries to climb onto the coffee table but we stop that one. It took her a bit longer to learn how NOT to fall off of them. But today that was her accomplishment. She can do the hand gestures for the Itsy Bitsy spider and parts of head shoulders knees and toes. She says ut oh, mama, nana, all done, dryers done, and a handfull of other words. The other words are only with prompting. She walks perfectly and will spin in circles. She loveeeeees music and will dance around. In the mornings I put on music videos for us to listen to/watch while having breakfast and waking up. She will walk up to me and give me kisses too, a very loving baby girl! Also, in the vein of acting older than she is- she throws fits. She will have a little tantrum when we tell her no, or pull her away from Nana's bookshelf. She's seems to have mastered the art of that face kids get right before they're going to start crying... she isn't hurt, I doubt she's all that upset but maybe she thinks we'll give in because she just looks so damned pathetic. It's hard not to giggle at moments like that.

I don't know if I mentioned this here at all or not but last month the three of us went to NC to visit family. And we drove. Alannah did amazing in the car, except for the last 200 miles on the way home. At that point all I wanted was OUT.OF.THE.DAMNED.CAR. too so I don't blame her at all. Basically she spent two weeks in a hotel room and it was great. It was really too cold for the beach but we went once anyways. She loved it so much, she was shivering but kept running into the water. Ate a shovel full of sand.. good times good times. She got to see Uncle Jeremy again, and Paw Paw. She met Aunt Niecy, and Uncles David and Doug. I have to admit she took a lot quicker to Doug than anyone else... EVER, and that's good. Especially since he has a hard time leaving little babies alone when he's around. We also got to see Kayla again and meet her new bf. And finally got to meet Christine, my uncle's gf, and meet their baby daughter Emma! Alannah petted her like she was a cat, and tried to steal her bink. Slight jealousy issue over Mom holding a crying Emma but that was solved by Mom holding both at the same time.

On the work front... its work. This week has been rough. Really early mornings and I can't really go to bed early to make up for a 3 am wake up alarm. Today it all caught up to me and I overslept. I need the hours. I need the money but, what can I do? I got a call at 530, the time we were supposed to leave the office, and it woke me up. I apologized but it would have been about an hour before I could have gotten dressed and gotten Alannah settled with Mom and gotten to the office. And that's with good traffic and a bit of speeding.

This past week started our new pay program that includes a bonus program. Only a few stores are eligible for it but this week I have 3. Of course I HIGHLY doubt Kohl's will make bonus. Ug. Long day, way too long of a story to get into on here. Dollar Tree yesterday was an obvious one for us to bonus in, we just kick ass at them. Walgreens tomorrow is another one and again- we pretty much always do well in them.

Money sucks as always. I keep hoping to finally start receiving child support but I haven't and I try not to expect/rely/need it so much. But damn it... anyways.

Personally not too much has changed. Texting with a guy who seems nice, but he lives 3-4 hours away so that's that. Haven't had much time for friends besides Brad and Jen lately. Well that's not entirely true. Haven't had the money in the little amount of time to go see friends and do stuff.

The past two days I've taken Alannah to the park here in town. Yesterday Jen and I drove and then walked around there with her a bit, but today Alannah and I just walked there and back. It's reassuring to know we can do that.

Anyways.. I guess that's about it. As of right now it's planned that Mom, Alannah and I will be coming to NJ between Sept. 4th and 11th. Stay tuned for updates/changes as they occur. If you'd like to help fund the trip let me know ;)

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