am i even alive
all this pain i hide away
all these feelings i supress inside
all this fear you created
i am everything you have left behind
i gave you all me
and you gave me nothing
i gave you everything that i had
i believed you wanted me
maybe i was the fool
maybe i wanted to believe
maybe i wanted to be loved
and all i got was deceived
are you proud of what you have done
look at what i have become
just a shell of a man
so dead inside
hollow to the world
am i even alive
