Lying on the floor
Body writhing in pain
Tasting blood in my mouth
As i plead in vain
My bones are broken
My will as well
I feel the sting
As my flesh starts to swell
I look to you with tears in my eyes
As you tell my its my fault
AS your fist crashes to my face
All your hate and anger
has finally found a place
As my little seven year old body
lays broken, bloody, and numb
my conciuosness fades to black
I try so hard to take a breath
as you grind your knee into my back
I reach for my mother
as she turns her head
with a tear in her eye
she wishes him dead
as the screaming and the pain
start to slowly subside
I crawl within my self
my only safe place to hide
A place without pain,anger or lies
A place where you hold me tight
a place where you love me
and show me your proud
A place where you kiss my cheek
and tuck me in at night
And when im scared
with eyes full of tears
in you come to fight away my fears
And when i look into your loving eyes
There is no anger, hate or despise
but as i lay hear
cold and alone
so broken and hollow
My visions have gone
I remember its my fault
i brought this all on myself
i am your son and this is the life i was delt