I really don't care for Christmas to many bad memories. I lost my son 3 days after his 3rd birthday on Dec. 5th, my brother was born on Dec. 5th and died May 30, 1995, and and got put in the system w/ my siblings a long time ago. So Christmas kinda' reminds me of what I don't have instead of being grateful for the things I do have. Anyways, no one wants to hear this sh--it
