badboy's blog: "some stuff"

a year ago around this time i was dealing with heartbreak....a letter i got tore me apart for at that point in my life i realized my life was over...adn when i read that dear john letter all i could do was cry knowing that it was over for the woman i loved and me....

fast forward to this year....when i came home i learned that the woman who i cared about had become engaged....and i as take a look back on that part of my life i see that i lost her because i was not honest with myself and with her....and if i had the chance to do it all over again i would have opened up to her more 

everywhere i go i see all of the memories of us...but i know she's happy with her new man and now that see where i went completely wrong i now must go on with my own life and find my own happiness

if she can do it, then so can i 

and i will not give up until i find that special someone that can help bring me as much happiness