the last left standing has now disappeared....
Current mood: sad
the one and only friend I really had left in life, I have decided to cut off.
I spent 60 bucks out of my first paycheck to take them out on a date, and the next day they made me cry...
I want to cut myself. I can't even smile....I feel like trash.
The day I thought there was hope, and I still had something to hold onto to keep myself together, has just slipped through my fingers like a handful of sand in an hourglass.
I'm tired of crying. I haven't felt this suicidal in quite some time.
I don't diserve to live.
