Things have been so fucked up lately.
I thought that I was depressed a few weeks ago, but now nothing can compare to how I feel now.
We are being evicted from our home because my dad stopped paying the mortgage after my parents divorced.
We have to be 0uot ASAP, and we have nowhere to live yet.
I have to get rid of my animals....and I' mreally sad because I love them, and they are all I have left these days.
There is no such thing as friends, or love. I've been completely alone lately.
I thought I had friends, but they choose to ignore me in my time of need, so fuck em.
Because shit has been so fucked up lately, All I've been doing is partying.
I've been drinking to the point where I'd pass out...
I'd smoke myself stupid....
fuck, I've even had alot of sex lately...
nothing like fucking the pain away right?
I Broke down and cried yesterday. I finally do know what its like to lose everything and be alone.
Thoughs of hurting myself have crossed my mind, but who fuckin knows if I'll do anything about it.
So life is shit lately, I'm a mess, and so far, nothing seems to be changing. I've tried.
