Greeter Darkviper1969FuHubby to Hotma4uK...'s blog: "A new poem."

Well I'm not really depressed today,but then of course I just woke up like about 1 and half ago although.So here's another poem and I'm still looking for a book publisher for my book.And off to the poem now: Thinking Of You And Missing You My heart plays this foolish game call love hoping that you are the one that will lift me above the sorrows.For a love thats so true It can melt even the the thickness of ice,for my heart have know to heartbreak.Shielding Itself from the pains of love gone wrong.For I gave you my heart for you to loved,for you to keep warmed on those cold days ahead of us both.But you soon grew cold on me,no longer telling me that you still loved me or that you missed me.But I know of your pain too and your hardship In life,for I've had them too.I've overcome great odds to be able to give you my love In life,and all I asked for Is the same In returned. A faithful day when I found you,my heart went out to you.We laugh and we play as we type each other back behind a light up screen,and my heart fell for you on that day for you seen so perfect In every way.From the way you cheered me up when I'm feeling down,to the way you make me feel when we talked to each other.And even though you no longer tells me you loved me I still feel the same for you the same way I felt when we first talked.

Well 3 depressing poems so far I'm trying for a happy poem this time although of the girl that I loved that seem to be rejecting me now. Your Love My Bliss Your love brings a blissful feeling to my heart as I think of you.My heart sings to you as I think of your beauty,and all that you means to me,for I know we are so far away now.But to hold you In my mind and heart Is a blissful blessing Indeed.And know that love exist In this cold world brings me hopes of seeing you In real life.For my arms will embraced you and my heart will loved you.Our bodies a sweet embraced that even the gods will shred a tear over for our love Is perfect In every way.A emotional bound that nothing can divide,our eyes Interlocked upon each others.Our hands held together fingers to fingers.I can feel your heart beat as my speed up to yours.Your lips upon mine lips as we hold each other close together,my arms hold you tightly yet softly enough that you feel safe.I whispered that I loved you and only you.

Depressing Is working me over tonight.Here's another poem: Was It All Just A Game. Was my love for you just game you played fun?For you stole my heart away from me,while my desires for you grew.Each day growing stronger my heart bleed for you as you told me of your hardship In life.A true angel that was sent my way for me to love.So I felt safe In your sweet embraced,for your love had lifted me higher out of my dark existence.Your love gave me new hope for a new future,one with you In It.One of us sharing our bodies with each other.SO I welcome your love Into my life with tears In my eyes as I thought I've found the one girl that would healed my heart and make me whole.But I soon learned that your loved for me had died out like a brightly burning flame engulfed In the howling cold wind.For now I walked alone without you,my eyes feel full of tears as I hold your face In mine mind and try to hold onto your loved In my heart.For loved you I do,and as my cold heart turns cold I'll always remembered the joyful times we've together.

Listening to songs that I shouldn't be listening to once more and It got me down too.But If I'm gonna get through my heartbreak I've to do It In my own way I guess and thats mean me writing love poems rather they be depressing or of new love.So here's another poem: Never Gonna See You. Your love burns deeply at my heart,searing It to a crispy outer shell.For It beats for you and ached for your love,for you once told me you loved me with all your heart sending me to heaven.But your attention soon turned to another guy,without as much as a second thought to me.Your love once Inspired me to write of you,but now It's only sadness that feels my heart.Cutting me deeply to my core,the coldness Is my lover for now as thoughts of you sends me to a dark hole where you are there for me no more.But think of you I do,and letting you go turns out to be the hardest thing for me to do.For without you my heart Is as empty as a lake with no more water to sustained It.All life dying around It,no escape from the sorrows that feels my night and day.For even my dreams are fill with you and me together laughing together,but I know they are false for your love have died on me.But yet they are better then nothing.For I know I'll never meet you In real life,only In my dreams will I hold you and kissed.

She's more like a angel then any other girl I've know In my whole life.And her time Is maybe short too.For her doctors told her she'll not lived to see 22.She's so sick that the hospital Is like her second home A loved poem for a girl I love very.And that I want back so badly,for without her I'm nothing just came up with for a girl I .And It's tears me up knowing this too,but I've lost her not to death but some other guy.I post this poem as a way of coping with my life,for It helps me to just get things off of my chest.My way of venting my emotions and It's a sad poem too so read at your own risk. Your Love,My Greatest Joy Your love Is my greatest joy and my strongest pain.For with your love I feel on top of the world.But your love for me have faded,and as It faded my heart died a little each day,No more I love you from each day or I missed you.Your heart has found a new love and left me to feel all cold Inside where once I felt warm and safe from harm.For you now confessed your love for someone else leaving my heart broken Into a thousand shards,but yet I can't show angered toward you.For I know your time Is borrowed as you have told me many times,that your life Is ticking away.But without your loved I feel dead Inside too,and desires leaved me feeling down.For once I felt I could take on the world,but those days are gone.Your radiant beauty no longer shines It's healing rays upon my heart,and your heart no longer feels the same as mine.For my heart Is breaking,and your's sing for joy as your new love showers your heart.My heart cries out for me to fight for you,but my gut tells me to let you go.For In my heart I know I loved you and I want you In my life even If the time Is short lived.And even a short amount of time to just hold you and to love would be grand thing Indeed.To make loved to you heart and soul,to mend your body so you wouldn't have to worried about your Illnesses.But my gut tells me to let you go so you can know your new found happiness for you aren't meant to be with me,that you are just a fleeting happiness for me.But my heart Is the strongest and for this I'm doomed to know this heartbreak of your a love that was once mine greatest joy.But now tears me apart Inside,for I want to not cause you any heartbreaks.And yet I know deep Inside even If I did win your love for me again,It'll would only destroyed you most likely as we might never meet for real In life.So I'm damn to lived with my gut feeling and pays no attention to my heart.To lived with my pain so that you can be at least happy In life while you can enjoyed It.So I take my broken heart and cried when no ones around to see It on the outside and hide It away when people are around.For I loved you strong enough to endured this pain so that your life Is made better by someone else that can do better for you and bring you more joy to your life.