Well I have done a lot of soul searching here the past few weeks. In doing this I have realized a lot about myself and my life. My happiness is due to the choices I make in life. Bad ones make life not so great and good ones make it effin awesome. I realize I have made some pretty bad choices in my life these past few years. I have beaten myself up a great deal for it. I have talked to a few of my newly found friends and realizr that I am only human. I make mistakes. They have also made me realize that I am a pretty awesome, sexy, smart, and funny woman who is one tough cookie. That everyone makes mistakes and that if people judge you for them than they suck and are not worth my time. Or are they worthy of my friendship, my heart, or time. For to long I have allowed people to use me, miss treat me, and make me think I am the most aweful person in the world. Well I'm not. I am caring, loyal, strong, happy, and really just an awesome chick. If people can't see that and get over the past than I don't need it. So I am washing my hands of all that my past holds. Tomarrow is a brand new day. I am who I am and you can take it or leave it. Either way I am me. No more guilt. No more B.S. Just me. the person I have always been.
