today i sit here and realize my life is where it needs to be. i am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. if u would have asked me a few days ago if life was ok i probably would have spit in your face and told you to go to hell. but today i look at my life and see that this is where i am suppose to be. not in washington not in colorado, but here with my mother and my son. I don't need certin things in my life to make me happy. Just me and my son will do. and for now that is ok. some day more will come and it will be at the right time for it. and that is ok with me. for now. for now i am happy and content. I am where I am for a reason.