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59 Year Old · Female · Invited by: lonewolfs FAMILY · Joined on April 7, 2007 · Born on May 10th · I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!

PLZZZ READ MY PROFILE FIRST, THEN SEND ME A SHOUT IF YOU CAN BE RESPECTFUL. I DO UNDERSTAND THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU MEN THAT ARE SINGLE, AND DO YOUR OWN THING, BUT PLEASE JUST RESPECT THE FACT THAT I'M HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR TIME.

Ok, first things first. I AM IN A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP, and ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED, so I DO NOT CYBERSEX, NOR DO I CHEAT ON MY FIANCE' DAN...aka lonewolfs Family on here. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH, SO IF ALL YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IS A BOOTY CALL, OR NAUGHTY PICS OF ME, THEN I SUGGEST YOU LOOK ELSEWHERE, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY PICS LIKE THAT WHATSOEVER, AND I DON'T SCREW AROUND. I'M HERE FOR FRIENDS, AND I CONSIDER MY FRIENDS LIKE MY OWN FAMILY. I'M TIRED OF PERVS NOT EVEN READING MY PROFILE, AND TRYING TO PICK ME UP THROUGH DISGUSTING AND PERVERTED SHOUTS. Ok, now that I got that out of the way, if you are still interested in meeting a potential GENUINE FRIEND with a HEART OF AN ANGEL, then will you please read on to have a better understanding of me?

I will be 43 very soon, and I have been labled as permantly disabled; (but I'd rather prefer to say that I just have some disadvantages.) Most of my disadvantages were brought on from a motor vehiicle accident on 7/12/96. I have advanced DDD, (C3-C4, C4-C5, C5-C6, C6 on C7 and L1-L5, spondylosis, stenosis, arthritis, severe carpal tunnel, Fibromyalgia, severe nerve damage from a surgery gone bad, and 2 bad knees. I also have plates and screws in my face, and pelvis. (Yes, I've set off metal detectors...lol) Although I live with chronic pain and fatigue 24/7, over the last 10 years, I've learned to fight it, (with the help of listening to my favorite music) and living a pretty normal life. I used to be in a wheelchair, as well as hobbling around with crutches for 5 years. However, during those years, I hated feeling like I was a nothing but a burden to everyone. That really put me into a depression, and for my children's sake, I needed to pull myself out of that. If I didn't, then my kids would have been deprived of being raised by a good mother, so I was more determined than ever to one day give up my wheelchair/crutches. FINALLY, my determination paid off, along with being very STUBBORN...lol. I gave up the chair, and the crutches on 1/5/05, taking my first step WITHOUT ASSISTANCE for the first time in 5 years. I NEVER could have done it without all of the moral support and inspiration I received from my kids, my fiance, family and friends. I even managed to prove the doctors wrong by going back to work (even while still being in the chair when I first started) I've been working for the last 3 years as an overnight stocker for a retail store.

Also, on 11/20/01, I was given a second chance at life after having surgery that nearly killed me. The surgeon somehow cut my artery, causing me to have lost so much blood, that I flatlined on the table. However, heaven just wasn't ready for this angel yet. An emergency vascular surgeon restarted my heart twice during the surgery. He also repaired my artery, gave me several transfusions, and saved my life. I literally had an out of body experience, and YES, I TRULY SAW THE LIGHT. Since then, I've known that I have 2 very special purposes in life, and God wants me to follow thru with them. The first of course, is to raise my children, being the best mom that I can be. I need to set the best example as I can to them more than ever, because I've made so many bad mistakes in the past that I deeply regret. My second purpose in life is to be a TRUE INSPIRATION to my kids, family, and as many people as I can. After having gone to HELL and back many times, I now have a great deal of inner strength to deal with pain, and other challenges that come my way. I want to be the Angel that lifts people's spirits when they are down, and also show everyone, including my kids, that SOMETHING GOOD ALWAYS COMES FROM SOMETHING BAD. There's ALOT more about me to learn, because since early childhood, I have experienced more things than some other peeps do in an entire lifetime. I was raped at 14 by 3 men, and I kept that a secret for MANY years because I was so scared to talk about it. I still have flashbacks about that, and all of the other horrible things that I went through during my 42 years. There are other things I still haven't mentioned because there is quite a bit, and I've been rambling long enough. Actually, I can write a book about my life if I wanted to, and one day, I just might. I love spending time with my kids (my dog Journey included as one of my kids...lol, my adorable fiance' Nick aka...Dan "lonewolf" blasting my favorite 80s rock music, watching Monday nite RAW/WWE/Smackdown wrestling with family, bowling, chatting with my friends online, meeting new people, fishing/crabbing/ down the Jersey shore. I also LOVE HARLEYS, photography, poetry, playing Spades, collecting ANGELS, EAGLES, anything PATRIOTIC, dolphins, lighthouses, teddy bears, dolls, wolves, pegasis/unicorns, draqons, etc.. I also LOVE to make people smile and laugh, because I love to help people feel great inside. I'm especially funny when I'm overtired.

If you would like to know more about me, then all you have to do is just ask me. Sometimes, I can be a little shy at first. I'm NOT into playing around with people's minds and hearts, certainly NOT A BITCH. I'm NOT INTO ANYTHING BAD such as drugs, porn, or violence.
I'm very HONEST, LOYAL, CARING, LOVING, DOWN TO EARTH, FUN TO BE AROUND WITH. I'M VERY RESPECTFUL, and I HAVE A BIG HEART. I PUT OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF.
I do have a memory loss, though, ( from a motor vehicle accident back in July of 1996), so when people ask me about certain things, I may not know the answer, and it's NOT because I'm a dumb blonde, it's just because I lost part of my memory from the accident. I can't remember many things that I've learned in life. So, please DON'T be afraid to get to know me. I'M NO FREAK just because I have health problems. To know me is to love me. God bless, ALWAYS tell your loved ones, "I LOVE YOU" every day for tomorrow is never promised to be here for any of us. TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TO TREAT YOU. (I PERSONALLY TREAT ALL MY FRIENDS AS IF THEY ARE MY OWN FAMILY) LIVE AND LOVE TODAY AS IF IT'S YOUR LAST, DON'T EVER TAKE ANYONE, OR EVEN THE LITTLEST THINGS IN LIFE FOR GRANTED, NEVER EVER FORGET SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, PLEASE SUPPORT OUR TROOPS FOR THEY'VE GOT OUR BACKS, ALWAYS APPRECIATE WHAT YOU DO HAVE, INSTEAD OF DWELLING ON WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE...THERE ARE SO MANY OTHERS LESS FORTUNATE THAN YOU & I ARE. If I haven't bored you to death by now, I'll be looking forward to meeting YOU if you're interested, and becoming your friend.

59 Year Old · Female · Invited by: lonewolfs FAMILY · Joined on April 7, 2007 · Born on May 10th · I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!

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I WANT TO BE THE BEST PERSON I CAN BE...A LOVING MOM TO MY KIDS, A LIFELONG SOULMATE TO MY FIANCEE', YOUR BEST FRIEND, AND THE INSPIRATIONAL ANGEL THAT MANY PEOPLE HAVE CALLED ME! I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE SMILE, LAUGH, and ALSO MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES!
I LOVE listening to a variety of music from the 60's on up til now. But my favorite is 80's Rock/Heavy Metal, some Country, and lite music. I AM SO THANKFUL TO ALL OF THE AWESOME & AMAZING TALENTED BANDS/MUSICIANS ALL OVER THE WORLD! Listening to music is truly a great pain killer for me, and also a great stress buster! GOD BLESS YOU ALL & ROCK ON! MUSICIANS DO SOOOO MUCH MORE THAN JUST ENTERTAIN, THEY TRULY HELP MANY CHRONIC PAIN SUFFERERS SUCH AS MYSELF, GET OUR MINDS OFF OF PAIN FOR A WHILE SO THAT WE CAN ACTUALLY ROCK OUT, ENJOY OURSELVES, & EVEN RELAX. I also have a major fettish for men with LONNNNNNG, GORGEOUS 80'S STYLE HAIR, ESPECIALLY ONES THAT ARE IN A ROCK/METAL BAND, OR CAN SING. OMG, I LITERALLY MELT WHEN A MAN SINGS A SEXY, LOVE SONG TO ME!!! ...and...I WOULD MELT EVEN MORE IF MY LIFE'S BIGGEST FANTASY TO BE IN A ROCK VIDEO WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS (ESPECIALLY DEF LEPPARD, BON JOVI, AEROSMITH, OR ANY OTHER ONE OF THE SO MANY BANDS I LOVE SOOO MUCH ) COULD COME TRUE ONE DAY....WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO! THAT'S THE GREATEST PAIN KILLER THERE EVER WILL BE FOR ME.

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MEET MY FRIENDS....

This is a slideshow of my very first photoshoot of my friends performing. Please let me know what you think. I'll be taking more pics of future shows. Hope you like them...ENJOY

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