I'm a HATER ~ "of mean people" ~ bullies ~ abusers of women & children ~... "negativity"
I'm a total fool through my kindness, and unless it's the same person playing me in the same way the second time, I'll be a fool again! So many times in helping someone acquire their need, I've cost myself more than what's needed to help them. I am very perceptive, I read people very well, and situations requiring action, I'll be the first to step up or in, and delay. I've been taught the hard way to see for myself the action needed for the proper permanent out come. As more than one person witness the same thing, same time, descriptions differ. Ask me, I'll tell you unless it's the wrong thing to do for a right reason. Then be sure you want to know the truth! I try hard to find at least the little fun possible in all I do, I'm fun loving, humorous, even comical at times, I enjoy being spontaneous, love adventure, quality conversation! Flirting, teasing, joking, kidding are all fun but different lines must be known and not crossed to be enjoyed, with no intent of anyone's feeling to be hurt. I love games just very cautious of game players. People being believed in as loyal, a friend, honest, trustworthy, with actions to show different, I'm not interested in being around. I've no problem in standing up to fight knowing I'll be hurt, and for a person I know wouldn't for me, before I'll let anyone be hurt, undeserving especially! However, Karma comes around and I'm single, lol. I've only loved once and the falling in part was so incredibly unbelievably the most beautiful part of life ever to be imagined as a possibility to be lived!!! Knowing no better than to expect change to be only as it changed falling deeper, coming as natural as first grade on! OMG, O M G! Five life times of living in hell, having never loved, Could never even give a hint of where your going, what's coming to go through, as I had happening to me from the severity of what is happening, the devastation in my head is in no way close to matching what's happening to my heart as it's ripping it's self apart