wringin, my children, my press (China Coaster Press) and making models ( i am a kit builder ). finding a girlfriend and being happy and at peace. I will do almost annthing except dance. I will even do that if some lady will care teach me and be very very gentle. I am still stuck in the 6th gerade emotional around it, but I want to break out. I am divorced and have 2 well behaved young men whom I love very much. The marriage is over and I need to move on. I need help in that area. I whine and throw tantrums like all of humanity, but I can catch myself usually within the first 10 minutes. I don't drink or use and that is my base for life. I have been sober for 26 years. please feel free to write me for any info. I will leave a poem from my new book "Fistful at 50" losing I have been loosing things lately my wife my boys my home my wallet my heart my mind- don’t laugh too hard or too long you might find that you have lost yours as well- and sometimes even my soul. but it didn’t really worry me until I lost my Swiss army knife. for some reason that startled me, forced me to be awake to see that things i lost were lost thru holes. holes in my pockets is how i lost my knife and holes in my life is how I loose things. some drunks have told me that loosing thru holes is a way from separating wheat from the chaff, that what is meant to be stays, no matter what. and our job is to see what we can learn from the loosing from the keeping. i know this might sound like bullshit coming from mouths of drunks and junkies but I have wiped the vomit from these same faces and have seen God smiling and know it is not