thwato! im colin or "badger" as some people call me, alot of people seem to feel threatend by this but honestly dont but if you want nothing more to do then cyber i have to say this no i will not suck your e-cock and no i wont fuck your E-pussy, for a second start i have been home schooled since i was 11 and i have loved it i found it more better then being bullied sevearly by teachers and pupils for years. My opinion on school from a boy has been the same because its not till you come out of school i realised that school is nothing more then a huge peer presure system with jargon to waste your life for hours to train you for office hours with a contract for your child with parental consent loaded with so called "friends" that stay with you as long as they can run your life and you got the latest TV craze if you have a opinion or a open mind to see past it they dont wana know, that is MY opinion i will not push that on any one else its upto you what you make of schools, plus being out it gave me time to find out what I wanted to be by my own free will and my dream is to become a piercer and mabey have my own piercing and tatto parlour one day and right now im on a piercing course so soon it will come true (well fingers crossed) but please respect me by not asking me to pierce you i will not pierce any one till im qualified and till im employed in a parlour, If you want to be pierced u should look else were. Plus if i did i would never do a mobile piercing not only is it stupid and un-hyginic and illegal it is against any code of ethics witch is kinda like the piercers oaf, i have been my mums carer since i was 12-13 and i had to mature fucking fast and i am fucking proud that i have because i see some kids at that age and they are nothing but spoilt little fucks and have zero respect. Dont think i am judging you before i know you i have plenty of younger friends and they are extreamly mature for there age and they are some of my best friends, but dont think that i am a boring sod yet as you will read later on in my profile i do go out any time i can and have fun which consists more of (and thank fuck) games like "spin the bottle". But some times i find it hard to talk to people because with my opinions and beliefs and up-bringing some times that makes it extra hard, and as i have personally had to take alot of shit because of my up bringing (which i love) i do not belive in "forgive and forget" you get one chance if you blow it and back stab its your fault, my belief in a friend/lover is that they stand by you and support you through thick and thin and dont shit on you even if you consider anything as wild as like getting a sex change they will still be there if they try to dominate you or laugh at you they are not a friend. I have no idols apart from myself because many things have shown me in life that the only true idol is yourself. I still am my mums carer today and still proud i didnt start getting payed till i was 18 because i did not want to look like i was sponging off my mum, i love the religion solitary wicca i am studying that hard untill i feel i have the confidence and knowlage to start practicing and before any cunt says it no its no fucking "fad" and no i wont be able to fly no i wont suck blood unless i want it during sex and no i wont be able to put snakes under your bed unless you havent realised movies are not real. I am also a lover of life i love the fact i have been given this gift to breath and think the way i do about myself and get to have the privalige to admire the human body and nature the way i do i love the fact sexualy i get to do so much and think the way about it the way that i do also i love the fact i got this body the "tool of all tools" and get to use it so freely and also get to think about death the way i do, i love having emotions ok some times there a total bitch but to have them and to feel some of things that i feel is one of the best gifts i love having, some people in this world are to fucking ungreatfull to have these gifts or know it and dont bother to use them, it is stupidly ungreatfull to have such a gift and i love having the chance to use them. One of my pet hates in life is for some reason i get insulted alot yes i know thats a normal thing in life bla bla bla but when its from people that preach there "different" then insult you and get pissed of with you, i suppose i must be doing somthing right because im having a great time. Yes i am a fat man but i love my body it is mine it is my only one and i will do what i want with it and i will not let any one tell me what the fuck to do with my body. I am a very highly sexual person but i tend to become very ill from it from a condition called "over active libido" though i will not take pills or have surgery to have my testicals removed to (possibly) cure it or it wont do anything but make it worse or destroy everything completly id rather trust my own self control and because of constant media stereotype hardly any research has been done on it because no one see's it more then "just being horny" or its "just because your a man" trust me it goes far far beyond that as i have had it for a long time, but its not all doom and gllom some times it can be very usefull. I am bi-sexual but un-like all these people that say it for the "fasion" i have actualy done sexual things with my own sex and enjoyed it. I am very sarcastic and i tend to also have very strong philosphys and beliefs in life, i have more respect for BBW and BHM models and stripers and belly dancers and single parents that work there ass off and give up so much for there kids then i ever would for a middle class twat or a scene person or a cheating back stabbing basterd as i was saying about the models i have known and still know and talk to a few and get to know the people behind the pictures and they are amazing people and should be respected more it is such a shame most people still have such pig headed medievil minds and if any one is so narrow minded as to have a problem with that you can fuck off and die. I absalotly love the randomness in life i think there is alot missed like a random trip to a unknown place and letting the random winds take you anywere, if you look hard any were can be fun, well allmost. I am also what is known as a FA (fat admirer) a BBW/BHM lover alot of people get very blown out by this fuck knows why to me that usualy is a sign of a stereotype, i know thats harsh to say but people that usualy take the piss i have had countless arguments with and in the end all i can say is that they can all fuck them selfs. The worst stereotype is when i complement a person and they think the only reason i complement them is because i think there fat, that realy pisses me off i can tell the difference if any one was brave enough to take a peek into what i look at and live and thrive by they would soon realise what the fuck i mean. Dont get me wrong though even though i have alot of strong belifs and philosophys i do respect other peoples opinions and im willing to hear people out because its allways nice to have a good conflicting debate. And also if your going to send me shite (especialy if its about loving big people) please waste your time your own way unlike alot of dicks i am not afraid to use the block button its not like i havent a thousand times because of stereotypes and hate full people and i certenly will not spear anyone plus with me being this way and loving what i do dont you think i have heard it all before? think about it. And talking of "stereotype" no i do not go out to harm peolpe of any creed or style that realy gets on my man titties if you must hate a person please hate for more then just a image i hate lables and stereotypes and i fucking hate people that lable and stereotype me its not like a "dont judge me thing" i just see to many scene people running around labling themselfs then giving it a bad name, Thank you also if you take the time to read this and message me