Thank you

Thanks, I do really just need someone who can relate, I think i might be difficult for a guy to understand because I'm dealing with a guys shit. But as far as last week' we did not break it off, we are both still here physically but not at all emotionally or supportive. Or at least I'm not. I'm just done with all the bullshit all the fighting all the bit picking all the unnecessary arguing about petty shit. I'm sick of feeling not good enough or like I'm a burden or like I'm with someone. Who dont really want me and looks at me in disgust and dissapointed. He is almost 10 years younger than me. It's been so hard and frustrating I fought through it for so long out of love and honor but I just dont want to do it no more I want to be the one who is fought for once and for all. I dont want to do the relatiosnhip anymore. I love him to death, I love him more than I have loved any man, still even through all the shit we been through in 10 years. But I just dont want or love or need this fucking broken ass relatiosnhip anymore. I got 5 kids and a better future to work on and focus on rather than fight with his ass.demanding all my attention. There is so much more to this story but I'll be typing all night so... thanks for being someone who cares and I can talk to, I need that so.fucking much. I need help finding myself again, I been so lost for so long and I'm continuing to fall. I need to get.ahold of myself and get my life straight again, be a good woman again, stop self medicating .and move the fuck on with life....I don't even.csre anymore if its.with or with out him. I'm moving ahead regardless

You're welcome and thanks for accepting me

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Hello...how are u?