This life isn't what I thought that it would be,
In fact this society sometimes bothers me,
My psychiatrist needs medicine after our sessions,
Instead of therapy, she said it feels like a confession,
Im stressing, and the lithium wont fade the maddness,
I need something stronger so I wont feel the baddness,
creeping through my veins, it feels strange now that im thinking,
I tried everything to stop the drain, but im sinking, deeper and deeper into a deppressive mindstate, WAIT!
I think we better rewind the tape,
They said that I am bipolar, manic depressive,
A mood swinger then on top of that Im schitzaffective,
Leading off into other things that effect my brain...damn,
Im starting to think that Im the one that's strange,
But they sent me to a group with 20 others like myself,
Laced us all with caffine and sugar,
My mind started racing, feeling something like a stealth...bomber,
Im going too fast Im bout to lose it,
Too late, instead of lighting the fuse, you should have defused it!
Achilles G.