well its officially aug 17th now
in 1999 - one of my best friends and her four sons (my god sons) were driving home from the mall - in the family mini van - they had been shopping - it was 2 in the afternoon
a drunk driver was going 150km in a 50 zone - driving the wrong way down the road in an F350
he hit them head on and killed them all - he came out without a scratch
i miss them every single day - i wonder how they would look now - i wonder what they would have loved in school - if the would have sung in the christmas recitals
today should have been my oldest godson's 18th birthday - today he would have officially been a man
i wonder if he would have had the red sports car he wanted - he use to tell me all about it when he sat in my lap and told me stories
i miss you all - so much
