I am quiet. Shy. Moody. Elitist [according to some]. Weird. I can be a mean, snobby bitch sometimes. Whether it's on purpose or not, it doesn't matter in the end. Hopeless romantic. Intelligent. Stubborn. Selfish. I have a tendency to shut people out; I have my reasons for that. I also seem to have trouble expressing my emotions to people. When you meet me, expect to see nothing. They say the window to our soul is our eyes; most of the time you will not be able to read me through mine. I do not mean to sound pretentious, but if you take the time to get to know me, then perhaps I will slowly let you in. Only then will you be able to look into my eyes and see someone.

With that said, I cherish the few friends I have and I can be one of the best friends you will ever have. Loyal. When I love, I love deeply and with all my heart and soul. I have dreams that I am actually starting to make come true; I do not have illusions wrapped in a safe little bubble. I say what is on my mind and I stand up for myself, even if it means being shunned by people. I know they do that because they wish they could have a mind of their own. Most of the time, I prefer to be alone and be left alone. No one will ever truly know me completely; some say they are waiting to meet another side of me that they know is there. I am also socially retarded. No really, I am. I also like the comfortable things in life. If I can afford them, I will have them. If this makes me spoiled, so be it. I do not apologize for who I am nor do I owe anyone any explanations other than what I choose to express. I am slowly gaining new friends and meeting more positive people in my life; the ones I am no longer affiliated with are gone for a reason. I am just trying to live the life that I love.



Of course, I do not take myself that seriously online, but that is the jist of what you can expect from me. If you have some intelligence and are respectful, than I am more than willing to talk to you. If not, then do not bother.