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Joined on November 25, 2019
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Born on November 30th
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I have a crush on someone!
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Male
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Joined on November 25, 2019
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Born on November 30th
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I have a crush on someone!
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jastowe I have been going through it for quite a while now, because the most beautiful thing I have ever seen can't seem to let me go. I mean I am having trouble with it too, because of the horrible things she and a man that I consider my brother did to me. I have been wanting to forgive them because they fell in love doing some really despicable things basically destroying my life. Against my better judgment I love them both my brother for always being my best and closest friend for a while, and that fire haired Gipsy queen for making me feel something besides anger and depression. Because depression is rage turned inward
Unfortunately I recently lost them in an awful car accident. I wish I could have seen them together hugged them both and let them how badly they were able to hurt me, and how much I love them both.
Thank you for your kind words left on my blog. She's still hanging in there...but she's in a lot of pain, she gets a small dose of morphine every 2 hours. It helps a little but she's still in pain. I've apologized for a bunch of stuff, kissed her forehead, told her that I love her and that's it's OK to let go. Guess she wants to stick around for a while longer.