Chasing the Pony · see all
Well lets see what I can say about myself, I love with my whole heart, Im a giving person, sometimes too giving, maybe one day i will learn my lesson in that.
Im a mother, I have a life, so this site is not my life. Im here to make friends.
I don't need your drama, so don't involve me in ur shit. I have made some very great friends on here. They are my family.
I have Lupus. It's an autoimmune Disease with no cure, my body essentially attacks itself instead of attacking , say a cold. I hurt literally every day, and I have extreme fatigue. Right now my Lupus is attacking my kidneys, so it's either more meds, Chemo or lost of.
my body has forgotten how to mechanically run on its own. Each individual part is running independently of the others, in a type of mutiny. I feel, every day, that I have been given a test of survival. My world is different from everyone else's. I am never on solid ground; it is always shifting beneath my feet.There is no cure for lupus. If the numbers become good, it doesn't mean I am cured or had a misdiagnosis, it just means the wolf(lupus) is caged, for only a brief period of time, and she will be back.
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