I am who I am. I cannot and will not change that. Not for you, not for anyone. I live my life to suit me, not to follow in the mold that has been set out and followed by so many others. But, in living that life, I do not walk over people and use them to get my way in life. Let me be me, I will let you be you. Sometimes us being ourselves means that we aren't going to get along. I am ok with that. I would rather you be you, be honest with yourself and others as to who you are, then to have you tell a whole bunch of lies trying to be someone you are not.

I prefer to think for myself instead of following popular belief. I think everyone should think for themselves. Easy enough, right? Wrong. So many people read into things just enough to get an idea, and then stop there. Why stop? Keep reading, find the truth, never accept answers that don’t fully satisfy your thirst for the truth. That's where so many people go wrong. In all honesty, most people don't care about the truth. They think that things that happen outside of their normal realm of reality won't affect them at all. Guess again. All the bullshit going on in the world will affect you, it's not going away, might as well accept that and try to be a part of the solution instead of part of the problem.

I am passionate about things in life that matter to me. That doesn't mean they have to matter to you, it doesn't mean that you have to understand them. But you do need to accept that those things matter to me. What matters to me is my family, my friends, my job, music, and knowledge. I have a large family, I am the baby of 6 kids. I am a daddy's girl, through and through. My mother is one of my heroes in life, always working her ass off to accomplish everything she wants done and wants to have. She relies on no one, and has taught me that I shouldn't either. Relying on anyone but yourself will set you up for heartache. My friends, they mean the world to me. My true friends. I have acquaintances, and sure, I have fun with them. But my friends, they are the best in the world I could ask for. You all know who you are. My job, I work my ass off. 7 days a week. Pretty much always have been a workaholic, I don’t see that changing. I love to have the responsibilities I do, they make me feel needed at work. And whether anyone wants to admit it or not, at work, we are all replaceable in the work force. There is always going to be someone out there that can do your job too, you are just lucky that you got to it first. Music to be covered later. Knowledge is something I thrive on. I have a thirst for knowledge, I love to learn new things, or more about the things I already think I know everything about. Kind of like when you have seen a movie a hundred times and then see it again and notice something you have never seen or heard before in that movie. Knowledge is the same for me. When I can be taught, I listen.


I have two cats that I enjoy being around immensely, as they bring smiles to my face and love into my heart. They love me unconditionally. People need to be more like that. The older I get, the more I realize I hate people. Sure, there are the exceptions to the rule, those are the people that are my friends or I have never seen before. But, at work and on here, I have encountered some of the biggest assholes. And I don't understand those people. Life is too short and already complicated enough, why try to make things worse by being an asshole? Or a liar? People who lie are people who are trying to be something they are not, and that is the worst thing in the world that people can do in my eyes. Why try to be something you are not? If you want to be something, change things in your life to be that way, don’t just put on a front that even people who don’t know you can see through. Emo people are next on the list past liars. Why be sad and miserable all the time? Do something to change what you don't like. If you aren't capable of that, I feel sorry for you. But I have no time in my life for people who want to do nothing but have drama in their life, who want to do nothing but complain about how unfair life is. Yeah, the world is going to shit with us in it. Accept that. Make the most out of the situation. That's all you can do, unless you want to strive to help fix it.

If you want to chat and can hold a conversation, feel free, I am always down for good conversation. If all you are looking for is a one night stand, go elsewhere. I am sick of shouts being sent to me that say something along the lines of "Hey, looking to get into something with me?" How the fuck would I know, I don't know you! I don't have an account here to meet one night stands, flings, or anything of the sort. If you are married and looking for fun, keep looking. I don't have my own husband, why would I want someone else's? If you are unhappy in your marriage, get a divorce. I don't have kids, don't want kids, and don't care to talk about yours. I know nothing about raising children, I don’t know how to handle them, I have no advice or opinion on them. Except that people who have kids when they aren't financially ready or emotionally ready are crazy. Children is a HUGE responsibility, and like one of my dear friends has in his profile, "REPRODUCTION… just because you can, doesn't mean you should."