I'm 51yrs of age single have 2 boys they live with there mom! Divorced for 10yrs now been single for aprox. 1yr I work hard and my job keeps me going! After working hard all day I come here to enjoy myself meet ppl and hopefully make some friends

Suicide is not the answer:
I ponder on all the things I have done in my life in the last 10 yrs I have taken many wrong turns,loved and lost many good friends! 2 of my best friends to suicide! I truly understand about needing someone that you can actually feel & hold, the warmth that comes from there bodys! How words coming from afar can satisfy the mind but not the heart! I know what you are saying & talking about! I truly hate being single & alone! I hate going to bed at night by myself! Most of all I hate waking in the morning feeling blue cause of no one to kiss & hug goodby! I know these feeling because I live them every day! Even worse I have no means of transportation of my own! No driver license! No way to do any kind of real socializing! Go to work and come home! All this as sad as it may sounds is still not worth DYING for!! LIFE is a gift regardless of whether you believe in God heaven or hell or the sins of what you do! LIFE is a precious Gift! It can never be returned or replaced & the lives you have touched! You never know how many ppl you may have touched or who holds a part of you in there hearts! If you destroy yours you in turn destroy part of their lives as well!
Suicide is not the answer I promise you! You may feel that it will end your misery but everyone has a soul not only will your soul remain in misery but your soul will forever be stuck in limbo forcing you to see the misery you bring upon others! In order to truly LIVE & LOVE! You must fight every day!To enjoy the day to keep faith, hope & belief that what you wish for the most. Will come to pass in time for best thing in life take time! I am a kind person, who has a big heart & can be a good friend to anyone the feels the need for one! PLease ENJOY life not destroy it! My door is open to anyone! Need to talk feel free to knock! PEACE, BE HAPPY, ENJOY LIFE it's the only one you have!