Your down and getting up seems impossible. it seems so far. and why? why do you want to get up again? You have fought your whole life to make it, and to do it the right way. To be the one carrying everything / everyone. Keeping your demons at an arms length while fighting for all of them to. Why because your stronger. Your bigger. But you get a hitch in your step. a cramp in your leg. you get a little slower but yet you still take on more and more. Its getting heavy. When you fall they all seem to just quietly slip into the shadows with out as much as a look back at you cringing in pain. You lay there wretching.
So you build armor, pound by pound you put it on, pushing everything away from every direction. Breaking and crushing anything in your path. You build speed, you get stronger, you let the anger go because the armor protects you. you stand tall and laugh. because now your a juggernaut. Your unbreakable.... until next time you fall.... can you get back up again?
I feel for your pain, But I understand its "YOUR" pain
