FckMyHeart's blog: "Yet she wasnt good enough"

She gave him her all
She gave him her strife
She worshiped him
For him she would even give her life
..Yet she just wasn't good enough

She thought about him day in and day out
She missed him all the time
She longed for him daily
She would run for him at the drop of a dime
..Yet she wasn't good enough

She stuck by his side
When he was down in the dirt
She was there
No matter how much his words hurt
...Yet she wasn't good enough

She changed for him
Became the girl he always dreamed 
She wore that revealing stuff
Each day saying "Maybe now he will look at me"
...Yet she wasn't good enough

She cried for him
Pleading every night
She wrote his name so many times
Prayed to God with all her might
..Yet she wasn't good enough

She was his doormat
His little puppet
She let him have her
And she always put up with it
..Yet she wasn't good enough

I loved him
No Matter how much it hurt
..Yet I wasn't good enough