Okay, so I got fired like a month ago. I should have signed on to the dole (Jobseekers' Benefits) a looooong time ago, and I should DEFINETELY have a new job by now. I just haven't been assed really. This is the stupidest thing I've ever done, because I have lots of bills to pay and animals to feed.
Anyway, that's not what this blog is about. The whole point of this is that things seem to be going from bad to worse, but I'm still smiling! I mean it's not really getting to me at all! Now in the past the smallest thing would get me down for days at a time, because frankly I hate living in this country, and sometimes my whole being would get me down.
So I lost my job. Then one of my closest friends stopped speaking to me (still isn't), then I found out my ex-boss had been telling people I was ON DRUGS when I was in work (which i was NOT! I was a manager, I'm more professional than that), THENNNNNNNN me and my mum had a huge falling out, THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN one of my pet rats had to go for an operation (she's fine now btw) and finally one of my friends, Jonny, died in a car crash on monday just passed.
Okay, I'm cut up about Jonny. It sucks so so so so bad. =( To be honest though (and I feel sooooooooo guilty about this) i don't feel as bad as I think I should. He was an amazing person, one of those genuinely nice people you meet who never had a bad word to say about anyone. Maybe he was too good for this craphole of a planet.
Anyway, Jonny aside... I think I might actually be, (dare I say it??) HAPPY??? wtf?! Linzi? Happy?? Who saw that coming?! And at this point in my life?? What the hell is goin' on PEOPLE!?!?!?
Anyway... peace, love and kittenz.
~Kitty~
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