TimGod's blog: "Writings"

Running out of breath, fear budding, futile struggles taking you under. The surge of emotion flooding, drowning as your torn asunder. Purging flames swept up desire, consuming the flesh to temptation, now only fuel for the fire. Having found damnation, left alone on your pyre. Burning a hole in your soul, as the last sparks expire, cursing your lack of self-control.

eyes shadowed by strands of hair that smile teasingly coy as your soul is laid bare you sing of the lost joy once more seeking truth about being treated as a toy since the men are uncouth brash and brazen jackals such is the price of youth try to escape the shackles.

the past come home to roost lost dreams lingering desire feeding more than an ego boost fuel again for passion's fire flashback to a time gone by memories play tricks on the mind blurring the line between truth and lie as bodies caress and hips grind clinging to each other with all their might driven to the point they no longer care alive again for just this night lost to the call of their silken nightmare

Escaping from the brutality, Trying to get from harsh reality. Needing to feel the delightful high, trying to tell the troubles goodbye. Telling yourself that it makes it better, Liquid dreams becomes a fetter. Each time, piece by piece a little dies, Getting lost in these artificial living lies. Double double toil and trouble, Fire burn and bongs bubble. Happiness found on a spoon, Rock bottom will be coming soon. Stuck living from day to day, The price to high in this game to play. All the world was once a stage, Tragedy coming at a young age.

Up, Down, In, Out, With, Against, Yes, No, Now or Never Be or Not Have Not Do Don't Who for Why, Where Do you always Have to know Either or the other While in this reality you are anything?

Love is a mother fucker meant only for fools and suckers Love is really a waste of time it should be made a crime Love is a mother fucker a right bastard of a cock sucker it is nothing but a lie I wish the concept would die Love is a mother fuck and I am the fool and sucker all it does is make you cry so I will no longer even try Love is a mother fucker and I am done with being a sucker

Flaming emotion coloring perception, blinded to the truth that is hidden under the past lies. Forgetting all that is because, of all that has come before. Gone and lost is life's chance, the fleeting hope of happiness. Missing out on it all, because of what once was. Jaded heart becomes callous, immune to the warmth. Bitter and lonely they now remain, anger and sorrow their domain. Unknown to themselves it is the state of their existence.

The soup has gone cold Tired old lines made new Take a sip of this shit It’s meant to make you fly Turkey without gravy Ain’t so hot tonight Last time I checked the time Melted desires pleasure no one Candles burn and flicker The alter built for you Worship this for a change Last time I checked God died Sing me another lullaby To dull my good sense Sultry sexy siren’s slip by Defenses not made to hide Guess its time to mend fences Last time I checked it was all lies.

Like starlight gleaming off the surface of a lake, your beauty shimmers within my eyes. Magical touch, this unearthly grace which pull at my heart's strings. Entranced, enchanted as if with fae wings, you float with a heart stopping face. I watch and wait, not daring to speak, for fear you be but a dream, a fantasy. In stark silence your voice calls to me, like a beautiful call on the winds. From the darkness your light reaches me and lifts me up. With skin like marble, pale smooth and sweet, lips like life's blood crimson, fiery red with passion, you seem as a creature wrought from legend, a woodland nymph who's beauty blind with but a glimpse. You are the pinnacle of all which beauty is measured. The wellspring of life, love and beauty, you create in me this undying love and compassion. This magical touch upon my heart this love that you share. With humble pride and grateful tears, I reach out to take your hand, with dieing light ghostly image fading, you pass through me without seeing me

Stuff and more stuff. Ups and downs. Life in all its wonder. Grrr. Yay! So yeah anyways. Star light, shadow night. The sleeper has awaken. Fulfilled is fate's design. The one who waits in line. No lies and decit. The way to make life complete. Watching, waiting, loving, hating. We all go around on the ride. I paid your ticket price, as you pay mine. Locked together, but free as well. Damn the rest straight to hell. Mind linked with heart's desire. Illuminated by star's bright fire. Games to play, not for me. I know what will be, will be. Sitting back, to let it go. Riding on life's flow. Do the best that you can. Try to follow my own plan. Left or right, doesn't matter. Returned again to those who chatter. Welcome home again.