The shocker's blog: "Writing"

Fading love Is compared to Losing your name In your memory All good and bad Times are turned Into distant memories Toughness cant even Over come this feeling

Feelings of lust and loneliness Dont help fix a relationship Especially while confined In these four walls Time and freedom are key To making it al work Not being able to give The proper attention To the one you love and not the one you Lust for in so many ways Is hard for us both

Love in so many ways makes you whole Caring and thoughtfulness completes a soul Without anyhtign a heart turns black as night Nothing to complete you, means no trust even in the light This soul has loved and lost to many times Never finding the right one until way past my prime Noone to blame for all that was here But my own self and no pity for my own mistakes Out of chances for true love, no trust left at all Even if me and her dont make it passed this Trust was my weakness through "us" In the end it will be my strongest virtue

Darkness fades Light appears Over the horizon Bring color to All gods creations Lack of sun Makes all seem black With no light at all This world would be The gloomiest place To wander for eternity

Sweet, Oh how sweet Is the sensation Where 2 hearts join Together to make one But the pain and sorrow Of separation mingles bitter With the sweetness of their hearts

to make the fading light brighten back to its full capacity It takes two to brighten the flame of love and nurturing for eachother Cannot light a fire without a spark With one and not the other Times fade out of your memory never to be relinquished again

For tears i never cried in your presence It has all been made up for now Constant sadness and weeping While thinking of you makes me smile And also cry at the same time Your smiling face i remember As if it were yesterday Also feelings we have expressed That made me thing this wouldnt happen again Hope is all that is left For you to be mine in the end

Lost in my own soul Never to be found Held backinside these walls Was loving the one thing That means the world to me In a snap of my fingers its gone

Forever to cherish you and Your presence, your touch Your mind body, and soul Forever mien to hold I'll be there if you let me Treat you fairly and honestly And be there in times of need With a shoulder to lean on Be there for you every second Every moment i live for you Someday when you look into my eyes You'll know every word ive said was true Might not be today or tomorrow Or even a year from now But im ready to make me and you An us for all eternity Excuse the sloppy work needs to be touched up a lil

From the first time i met you I knew you were something special A person i could connect with Relate certain feelings unto one another Connecting far beyond normal friendship Both of us not noticing at all Being Stubborn, naive and young To right the steps we took toward the wrong Pushing eachother til we break Only to cause heartbreak in both I gave my heart to the wrong soul Only to be shoved in my own face But it still leads me right back If my love isnt true, what is?