I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing thats real
The needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
but I remember everything.
**What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt**
I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here.
**What have I become?
My sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If i could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find away.**