so i was wondering..why is it so effing hard to find a DECENT man in this effin state!? why cant i find a man that will treat me right..who wont use me nor lie to me nor play me like im some retard?!?!?! *and yes motherfucker i KNOW u lied to me many upon many of times!! u know who u r!* UGH!!! not saying i'm looking here but for god sakes, isnt there a normal, decent, loving, kind hearted, non using guy out there???? im not a bad person and do NOT deserve to be used and abused like that. ugh!! :(