i dont think i told you all that i have 4 kids.
i guess ill start with the oldest one, catlin, well she's not really mine but i raised her from 4 mouths old, and now she is 7. i was the only one she knew as daddy, that is up until a year or two ago, when her mom told her about her real father which he is an ass hole he hasn't wanted any thing to do with her, he has been in and out of jail all her life, and has had a couple more kids which one of them is i believe her age he got another women pergant when catlins mom was pegnet with her. but any ways she is a little mad at me because all her life she thought i was dad, and it turned out that i wasnt i dont blame her any, but never the less i will always love her and be here for her. on to her sister laura my baby girl,laura is now 6, bright red hair, im not for sure where that comes from, if you havent noticed i have brown hair, as well as her mother, but it dont bother me any, i love her even more, she acts just like me (GOD HELP US ALL).then ther is my oldest son william i have messed up a lot when it comes to william frist when his mother was peragent with him, she went to prison this was her second time ther i told her when she got out the frist time that if she goes back that iwas leaving and not coming back, well i did just that i met this girl and started a relaionship with her but that is later on in this story but any was the boy only knows me as dad due to laura calling me dad he has been with his mother all his life i didnt get to meet him until he was about a year old, and i met him on fathers day of 2005 that was the happiest day of my life. then there is my youngest son zack the girl i told you i met two years after we meet we got married and i went to the army i was at fort hood texas well enough of that subjet moving on well while we where in texas she got pergant with zack soon after that she got sick and i was taking care of her and ger three boys and on top of that i was getting ready to leave for iraq i wasnt for sure how i was going to go over ther and help her take care of the 3 boys so i had a nerves break down spent 2 weeks in the hospital were they told me i needed to take care of my frmily so they let me out well what i didntknowwas my wife was planning on moving to another state away from me befor she left she told me she was going to abort the pergancy that killed me in side but there was nothing i could do to stop it so we went our own ways then a year ago i heard from a friend of mine from fort hood he told me that she was living near him with her ex husband with thier 3 boys and my son zack her ex sighed the brith certifcate as the father so needless to say i have never meet my son zack which is now 2 and it looks like i never will thank you for lising to my story it made me fill better to get it out im just learning how to use this site and there should be many more blogs where this came from
