When you feel like everything you ever wanted is lost you see that thier is more out thier then you thought that thier was you hope to see your self happy and in love with someone.You hope not to be judged by any one that you are aroound.You feel like thier is no hope for you at all you sitt in a room woundering when you life will come all together and you will be able to be you and not be judged by what you do