DELET ME's blog: "whats inside the wix's mind?"

call me an asshole i am not going to sit here and deny it... so yeah i hooked up with my ex its not like you havent stop loving your ex either cause yes you may find it bullshit of me to do what i did but ill be honest i think its more bullshit on your part to constantley talk about your ex and how much you love him and get all pissed off at me when i would talk to one of my ex's not sorry for being a humanbeing with a heart of forgiving some of my ex's well it was only a matter of time before i got a messages from you saying you were getting back with your ex since you kept hinting at it towards me... so i skiped a few chapters and did it before you... i wish i could say sorry but then ill just be lieing cause i am not its not like your sorry either thats just life... so i will tell you this i wont be bothering of leaving you messages, viewing your page, or even try to compeat of trying to make you jealous... cause honestly it would be a very BIG waist of time on my part -PLUS- theres something i found to your personality that wasnt attractive what so ever

so last wednesday my terrier decided to put 2 fracters on his right back leg... how? who knows! so thought to myself maybe he strained it cause of the limping and such... so thursday came around and it only got worst he really could not get up with out yelping so i had to help him up... so fuck i called the animal hospital and made an apointment for friday morning (poor dog going two days with out nothing)... its actully kind of deppressing cause before hand he is really hyper and sometimes that got anoying but now he just lays there with a sad look on his face and now ill do anything for the hyperness to come back.... so friday (yesterday) rolled around got up, looked at his leg and it got really swollen... i took bully in about 8:00 a.m. i was really nervouse cause i did not know what to exspect, how much it would cost, what was going to happen... so some nurse girl took him into the back and told me ill get a call around 2:00 to pick him up... i got the call to get him, the doctor guy was weird making it sound like i was lieing about not knowing what happen to his leg i was starting to get really pissed but then michelle boo called me and mademe feel a hell of alot better then i finally got out of there so now my dog has a splint on it-it looks like a big red x-mas stocking (what it says on his splint "get well soon bully" mandy wrote it)...

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shit iv been up since 3 this morning... i got so fucking bored so i decided to look at airplan ticket prices

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whats funny is around trip from july 25 to aug 5th departure from reno nv (6:30 a.m.) arrvives to brooklyn new york ( 5:00 something p.m.) (with 1 stop on the way) the price is $320 (not including a motel) sooo i compared another flight to somewhere else.... aroud trip from july 25th to aug 5th departure from reno nv (5:00 a.m.) arrvive to chicago il (12:00 something p.m.) (one stop in saltlake city utah) the price is $278 (not inclduing a motel)

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so here something that is weird around trip, july 25th to aug 5th a flight from chicago il to brooklyn newyork is $437 but for here in reno to new york (same dates, around trip) the flight there is only $320... which reno is on the other side of the country from new york but I.L. to newyork is only a few states away and they have to pay $437... now that doesnt make since...

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can some one please explain to me why that is?

fuck i am really sick now i am about to vomit my fucking guts out ill be on later

some people dont understand or realise i have feelings to they all look at me as a puppet and they pull my strings like its doesnt hurt they do one thing to me then turn around and i take a glance over and see they are being two faced and pulling some else string deppressed, dramatic, if you wanna call me that is your choice... distance is what i pick because you would be ignoreing everyone else to0 cause of what some one else has done shit i think i need to move back to newport p.s. fuck everyone

people are so funny

yesterday/tonight has gone by really fast i slept for 3 hours and woke up now its all most 4:00 a.m. i had a very disturbing dream about an old friend of mine i havent seen for years... its scary and sadning just out of the randon when you just think of someone you havent thought of for years my dream was about my friend scott westly bowen during the time i knew him when i was the age of 14 and the dream took place in the back of shopping store... i was walking very slowly and a song was playing of a piano solo (in a sad way) i was coming across a dumpster and see this person laying there in their own blood covered in cuts and stab marks i jump to my scenses to help the person and come to see it was my friend wes... tears coming out of his eyes and he said to me "alex if there is ever a time, a person, a moment, in your life what ever you do... dont ever let it pass you by" i asked him what do you mean by that? and before i finished my question he was already lifeless

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now i keep asking myself what does my dream suppose to mean? does it mean my friend wes is in danger? does it mean theres a person in my life i better not pass up? does it mean theres going to be a moment in time in my life i better choose wisely.. before something does pass me by? its a fucking riddle with alot of questioning

whorecore is a fucking awsome band i just discovered them a lil while ago fucking amazing i dont know shit about them but i truely dig their shit and music alike... which reminds me i need to burn my dad a cd by anal nosorog.. he is finally coming around about liking the music i like before hand hated music i listened to but now since he is married and wants to feel like a teenager again so i dont doubt it one bit about him giving it a try anyways i am wide awake and honestly i cant stop thinking about my wednesday boo... i am really thankful for that day of browsing through myspace and coming across her profile cause who knows what life would be like if i didnt add her and write her... blah fuck i could have still been stuck with cuntface thank goodness i am not... i love talking to michelle on messanger and on the phone like really we allways have a good connection and thoughts about things... i think i am going to get a second job and have some extra saving money cause i really wanna go visit her in the summer so nothing new is going on i deleted all of my account on VF, darkstarlings, and i think i am going to delet my myspace page but then again i am not sure cause a few of my friends are on there and thats the only way to get a hold of them... why i deleted thoughs account is because of 2 obessive stalkers that are my ex and cant seem to get the hell over me... one of them allready has started shit and the other i am still waiting for to start talking shit i am suprised she hasnt wrote wednesday yet but i will not doubt it one bit in a matter of time before she does blah anohter fucking immature lieing cunt...

whorecore is a fucking awsome band i just discovered them a lil while ago fucking amazing anyways i am wide awake and honestly i cant stop thinking about my wednesday boo... i love talking to her on the phone ahahah i am so shy to say things to her but i managed to let it out whats on my mind so nothing new is going on i deleted all of my account on VF, darkstarlings, and i think i am going to delet my myspace page but then again i am not sure cause a few of my friends are on there and thats the only way to get a hold of them... why i deleted thoughs account is because of 2 obessive stalkers that are my ex and cant seem to get the hell over me... one of them allready has started shit and the other i am still waiting for to start talking shit i am suprised she hasnt wrote wednesday yet but i will not doubt it one bit in a matter of time before she does blah anohter fucking immature lieing cunt...