Krys's blog: "What I Want ..."

so this guy ... has my heart .... and it sounds retarded but he does. he has had it for years and i just now realized it. i had a dream that he died before i got to see him again. i actually bawled all morning about it ... kinda pathetic and sad in a way. but then again i got to thinking today ... and i realized how much i care for him. i mean i have always imagined getting married to him and i thought he would be my prom date and i actually hated the fact that he wasnt. i don't know why i still care for him so much since i haven't seen him in forever and a day. gah i swear im losing my mind. thoughts of jumping on a plane and flying halfway around the world seem like a good idea right now. *sigh* what am i to do with myself?

Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I want you're all I need. You're everything, everything You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything. And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

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Turn out the lights. Just say goodnight To yourself. May I remind you When you find you Are all alone's when you've Got to be strong. That's when they call you In the night. He's got your picture In his mind. He's got your number On a paper At his disposal Anytime. Is he really true? Could you save yourself For someone who Could love you for you? So many times We just give it away To someone who, Someone who, You met in a bar. The back of a car. And for a moment You felt important But not in your heart. 'Cause my self esteem - It's been low. Go ahaed and count. It's been lower than low. I know the feeling Of it stealing Right out from under me. 'Cause I wanna learn - How you save yourself For someone who Could love you for you. So many times We just give it away To someone who Could you save yourself For someone who Loves you for you? Loves me for me? Give it away To someone who Someone who Will cherish your name. 'Cause I wanna learn. Could you save yourself For someone who Loves you for you? And loves me for me? Give it away To someone who, Someone who'll Cherish your name... Cherish your name...

I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return He'll get my support He will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted He'll hear me out And wont easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact he'll often disagree But at the end of it all He will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I don't want to be tied To anyones strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this Ill get away with it

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she say's that she like's you [ she really does more than you could understand ] When she grab's at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bump's into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tell's you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ] When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Tease her and let her tease you back. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. - When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"