Regrets I have a few
But one thing I will never regret is loving you
Not proud of some of the things I have done
Lying to you is #1
I hate I still have tons of love for you and messed up bad
Hate the feelings I have and make you sad
I hate that I make you cry
I hate the feelings when you will not forgive me
The smile that you bring to my face
The distance between us and this place
I hate that I can never hold you in my arms
The hatetred I have eats me alive
But when I talk to you the shallow mudpuddle of my life dries up
The sun slowly shines
One thing I can say is my love for you will never die
I will never pass through heavens gates
I know a life in hell it awaits
But a living hell is where I am at
It's the bottom of the ninth and I am at bat
Swing an miss is what I will probably do
But I swing for the fences when I think of you
I finally know now that I truely love you
I know you will read this and hate me for writing it but it had to be said. You know how I feel on a daily basis when we talk and this comes from the heart. I love you