What Am I To Do???
I used to struggle to keep us between the lines
But all you ever told me was lie after lie
With you going in and out of jail
You made the life of MY kids a living hell
But now it seems I`m paying the price
Because I always found myself being too nice
So since then I have changed my ways
I get stronger by the day
"I want my Daddy" are the words I often hear
Because of your actions MY kids may hate me, that`s my fear
You only come around when it is convenient for you
Time after time you have left me in a slew
You gave ME two beautiful children that I wouldn`t trade for anything
But it`s a damn shame that their Father can`t give them every thing
They need the guidance of a man, that`s essential
I thought a Father`s love was suppose to be unconditional
Wow!! how could I be so blind and wrong
But it makes me feel great `cause your kids watch as their Mother grows strong
You remember that I`m rasing MY kids the best I can
And when you lay your head down tonight be thinking of a way to explain how you always ran
